She’s Leaving Home

Ode To A City

S J Ashworth
2 min readSep 30, 2019

I can find myself lost

In a two up two down,

But in this city,

In my own city

I can know where I am

Even now, after all this time,

And so many changes.

I always find my way home.

I walked these back streets

Barefoot at 3am,

Queasy and melancholy,

Weaving my way from

One cab rank to another.

And never, whether through wisdom,

Or the daftness

of the drunk and foolish,

Ever felt like I wasn’t safe.

I could always find someone

To sit down next to,

Even if that someone

Sometimes was just me,

Singing a song from the darkest hour,

Safe in the arms of my city,

My Manchester.

Holding hands with my girlfriend,

Kissing my wife on the day

We were married at the town hall.

Running through the rain,

Dashing over these same

Shiny cobblestones

Like so many have before us.

I don’t want to go.

I don’t want to leave

Your comforting embrace.

Hold me close one last time.

Tell me to stay,

Tell me that you need me,

That I’m special,

That you love me.

Tell me that there’ll

Always be a place for me

Here, where I know

my home will always be.

Here where I will

always come back to.

You’re ok, our kid. It’s alright.

Oh my sweet mother Manchester.

Thanks for loving me so well.

Thanks for always accepting me

Even on my bad days

My sad days and rad days,

My punk days and drunk days

My young days and now, my old days.

I will always love you too,

My sweet Manchester home.

We all come back, one day,

I know that, in my heart.

I’ve seen it, so many times,

With so many people, after all.

You’ll see, our kid.

You’ll see.

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S J Ashworth
S J Ashworth

Written by S J Ashworth

Dilettante, lush, libertine. Hanger on & hanger around. Will write for food, booze, cash or faint praise. Cynical optimist. Follow me for more fun and frolics!

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